Sunday, August 14, 2011

This is hilarious!

So click on the title- it's a link to a very important fashion "quiz" that legging wearers need to take before they go out. I got it from:  http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/05/05/am-i-wearing-pants_n_858179.html

Friday, May 6, 2011

I'M BACK!!!!

And I have IDEAS:
  • Get a job on the "welcoming committee"
  • Get a job on the "protecting committee"
  • DO MY PRESENTATION 
(because my professor is stealthy. and he found me. and it's time to do my project.)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

If I could play jazz music.... this would be my symphony.

 So these are my drafts from facebook. All of them, kind of my own . Tell me what you think!
(the bold big letters are the title, the smaller are the dates they were written. newest to oldest from top to bottom.)

No title. FEB-07-2011 
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why wait? OCT-28-2010
one night can change a life

a little boy so muddy and bedraggled
house to house he hides
bushes and garages, never goes inside
not a thief or a beggar
yet one night decides.

a girl awakens to her daddy's worst fear
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Waking up OCT-10-2010
I woke up feeling the best I have in awhile, and all I wonder is

how long will this feeling stay???
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ssdlkfjsf SEP-30-2010
people watch me.
no, the government always watches.
it's random people on the street as I go by.
I wonder what they think of me,
and I obsess how much they care.

I run from empathy,
My soul I never bear.
Did you lock me inside?
Am I the princess in a castle?
Is my life a great recording?
I've heard this song before.

when a person matters, they dont survive;
please dont get pushed off of the edge.
Im a woman desperately driven to extremes.
I leave or I am left.
You better get to beating;
take a new path and dont turn back.
I dont miss you anymore.

Im a runner girl- take it as you wish.
I dont make relationships priority.
Enter as you dare but never expect more
I have my standards set I won't stray.
Bound in agony self created,
never meant to stay
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jagged, jaded, dead AUG-02-2010
all could describe a body
the three in harmony
merely words strung into thoughts
All it takes is one
the beginning
a simple step
there is no avenue off
a path that stretches forward
side to side as far as the eye beholds
yet you're asphyxiated
as if the smallest circle
formed an invisible choker

Each footprint means something
whether or not you care
SOMEONE is watching
and they FOLLOW you
so each time that word slips
or that thought flushes your face with shame-
it's unspeakable for a reason
it's part of a process of pain
will you let it eat you?
or be strong and control it?

Resist the urge to let your thoughts control you.
You are the sum of what your thoughts cause you to do.
Whatever holds power over your mind holds power over you.

So let's rewrite the title
8 minutes to go
will you let excuses control you?
7 intervals before it's too late
breathe
clear your mind
5 chances left
it took David one.
....alive, submissive, humble

do what can be done through me
release fear's hold of me
be Lord over me
You control me
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No words. JUL-26-2009
I cant write what I dont feel.
It's impossible.
My heart beats and beats.
Yet, I am left with longing for what I dont say.
How can I long for words never attached to a thought I never spoke?
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breaker boy JUL-11-2009
Was she worth it?

That girl it took you nothing to gain anything from?

Even though you obliterated several other's trust in you?

{-the adults will never understand why we think so little of you-}

Did that one month really have time to sink in?

Could you even remember the scarred girl you started with?

The best excuse you had and then leaving her like this?
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CouldHeavenAnnoyNothingGenerallyEver JAN-27-2009
So- Mr. President,
You promised me change.
Now, did you lie,
Or am I deranged?

This
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peace DEC-24-2008
Back in the day
we could throw up peace and love and everything
not worryin about this gang or that
no one cared that the peace sign meant rebellion
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has the time passed me by?  SEP-13-2008
One day
The tears will end
Some day
Ill be new again

Never will
The pains return
Always will
My memories burn